Who Swallows?

Yep, I forgot to say, what made me so mad was that he made me think I should feel ashamed. He gave me a necessary jolt back to reality And it took some time to recover.

I think he done me a favor.

I do every time I get the chance when the wife is not around

The first time was disgusting, and no it had nothing to do with his penis; it had everything to do with a straight acquaintance who initiated it dropping constant innuendos and finally when we were drinking beer at his home, walking up to the couch I was sitting on with his pants zipped dick pulled out and hard, not his balls.

Like I said, it was my first, i want to say its instinctual but yeah, the sucking is but the technique isn't and the gag reflex is something you have to learn to overcome.

Now he didn't care, he just grabbed my hear in a lock like hold and started pounding pretty much from the start.

And right then, I was thinking, it was different.

I don't know? It was confusing me. I just got done eating breakfast and yeah, it came up.

I could have said, no then but that part I realized is pretty much instinctive,too.

I could not bring myself to do it. My first, average 5 1/2 × 4 1/2" if I was guessing, nice shaped uc cock,kind of pale with no really big veins.

Anyhow, he lasted about 7 minutes, no warning ,shot his load in my mouth on the out stroke and I let it all run,then drip out and he was already zipping it up(never pulled out his balls).

So I went into the bathroom washed my face, combed my hair and sat down across from him and he said, no need to talk to me until you brush your cum breath.I have a new toothbrush under the bathroom vanity, it's yours for future use when you drop by.

I never went back and was resolved to never suck a cock again. I couldn't be his friend(buddy) like I told him; it wasn't my cum in my mouth,it was yours,so if you can't talk to me because I have your cum breath since we already opened the box,let's close it.

We can't go back.

So it was about a year or two, I met another man who was engaged to be married, same thing, we were drinking beer, not drunk and he was kidding around saying he had never cum while being blowed and wondered what that was like,et cetera.

Finally, I told him, well if you ever want to try and cum while being sucked, let me know.And if what I just said is offensive, let's pretend I never said it, ok?

He smiled,said okay. Came out of the bathroom with his t shirt on, and he was erect maybe 6-6 1/2" but it was really thick, like I'd say at least 6 " if not more.

He was a ig man about 6'1" and a very solid 250# his white owl was damn, it was well, beautiful!

My mouth was so wet, short story a big ox but a very good lover, came ,yeah he came about 45 minutes later, a real geyser!

I swallowed every single drop.

And he said, could you teach Pam how to do that.

End of the first and swallow story

I always swallow. I started at 12 with a much older family friend and never looked back.

I do every last drop all loads

Well, the first time other than getting blown I had a man fuck me was a married guy when I was about 27, it was several years later, another married man wanted me to suck his cock. I didn't like it and spit the cum out and then I was hoping he'd fuck me, but instead he told me to wash my dirty mouth and brush my teeth first.

He floored me.I have never been a man who didn't wash 2 begin with.I thought 2 myself, it was his cock,his cum- how could my mouth be dirty.

That was the end of our friendship and sex and I forswore fellatio.

But not long after, a friend of mine, also straight had a friend who invited us over for beers football, when we were left alone, he told me he'd never got off during fellatio, and never been with a man.

He knew I was gay and I just saw it as matter of fact. B4 the night was out he was face fucking me with his fat 6 incher and unbelievably, my jeans were soak and wet were my cum leaked like I pissed my pants while he was doing it.

He never aaked me and I just assumed he never got off so I was unprepared for the volume of cum he was shooting in my mouth and was running out of my nose, sides of my mouth, down his cock, onto my t shirt.

Crazy.

But I consider that my first, and the best sex I have ever had in my life.

Now what you do behind closed doors is just that, but it wasn't a closet, I knew right then I was a born cocksucker!