All fantasies

I'm not attracted to men at all. But I get extremely horny when I see a huge cock especially black cock. Now this only happens when I do cocaine. I'm so damn horny for big dick that I get out my big thick black dildo and I take all 12 inches. I don't kiss I don't cuddle none of that I will not fuck. I'm into having a lot of cock rammed in my ass and cumming and I love to swallow cum. I like having my cock sucked. So am I bysexual?